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I was at the age of 5 when I was diagnosed with seizures. It was always unclear as to exactly what was causing my seizures until about 6 years ago, which I found out was a Venous Angioma. Unfortunately it is in the left side of my brain and right behind my left eye. So it's inoperable or if I was to have surgery... I'd become a vegetable for the rest of my life... or even worse... death.
I was first on Tegretol for about 3 years and then put on Dilantin for about 5 years. I was then placed on Meberal. The Meberal actually helps to slow down the seizure so that I am actually able to tell someone when I'm getting ready to have a seizure or if I'm alone... to sit down.
At the age of 24 I was told that I had low bone density and they told me that Dilantin was linked to reducing bone density. (Which just added more grief.)
So, I was on the Meberal and then a couple of years later the doctor put me on Neurontin. I have been taking it for about 22-25 years now.
I have noticed in about the past 10 to 15 years that my memory is not what it used to be. I run into old friends and I have no clue who they are, or friends that I do remember... I don't remember things they try to remind me of. I can't even remember a lot of my childhood, family events, practically anything that has to do with the past. I can remember bits and pieces and that's about it.
It's really frustrating and very depressing to feel like this. I used to have a memory like an elephant, and now I can't even start a book, put it down for a week and start where I left off because I can't remember it! I have to start all over! :dontknow:
I have heard that Neurontin has been linked to memory loss, but I want to know if anyone else has had to deal with this sort of thing because of Neurontin. And, if you changed medications and it went away or do you just feel like an idiot and just nod your head when people bring up "old times" and play along with it.
My doctor mentioned to switch me to Lamactil (or however you spell it) because I'm tired of the memory loss and I'm ALSO sick and tired of BEING tired allt he time!
I want a medication that I'm not going to "feel" drunk on, and that I can keep up with my toddlers. I hate having these and having a damper put on my life! Not to mention I can't even get life insurance because of my seizures!
Is there ANY hope?!?!?!?
Thanks for reading my "novel"!
:crying:
I was first on Tegretol for about 3 years and then put on Dilantin for about 5 years. I was then placed on Meberal. The Meberal actually helps to slow down the seizure so that I am actually able to tell someone when I'm getting ready to have a seizure or if I'm alone... to sit down.
At the age of 24 I was told that I had low bone density and they told me that Dilantin was linked to reducing bone density. (Which just added more grief.)
So, I was on the Meberal and then a couple of years later the doctor put me on Neurontin. I have been taking it for about 22-25 years now.
I have noticed in about the past 10 to 15 years that my memory is not what it used to be. I run into old friends and I have no clue who they are, or friends that I do remember... I don't remember things they try to remind me of. I can't even remember a lot of my childhood, family events, practically anything that has to do with the past. I can remember bits and pieces and that's about it.
It's really frustrating and very depressing to feel like this. I used to have a memory like an elephant, and now I can't even start a book, put it down for a week and start where I left off because I can't remember it! I have to start all over! :dontknow:
I have heard that Neurontin has been linked to memory loss, but I want to know if anyone else has had to deal with this sort of thing because of Neurontin. And, if you changed medications and it went away or do you just feel like an idiot and just nod your head when people bring up "old times" and play along with it.
My doctor mentioned to switch me to Lamactil (or however you spell it) because I'm tired of the memory loss and I'm ALSO sick and tired of BEING tired allt he time!
I want a medication that I'm not going to "feel" drunk on, and that I can keep up with my toddlers. I hate having these and having a damper put on my life! Not to mention I can't even get life insurance because of my seizures!
Is there ANY hope?!?!?!?
Thanks for reading my "novel"!
:crying: