Having trouble excepting changes

[jyearta]

I'm embarrassed to even post this, but you all are the only ones I can talk to no matter how silly/spoiled this is going to sound.

I have notice for SEVERAL months how that when I make plans and things don't go the way I had planned, I get VERY upset.

This is not the person I used to be.

The one thing in life we can count in life is CHANGE that is if you have E. or not. I have always been able to just change plans and go with it.

EXAMPLE: I made camping reserv. for us and some friends. After a 8 hour drive to Kentucky the power didn't work, it was HOT. I reported the situation at the office, their response was that I needed to turn my air off in our camper. I'm ashamed to say, that I told the office mgr. off.

This is one situation I can see I doing that when this don't go as I planned. This is LIFE, I don't know why I cann't handle these little things.

I don't want to go through the rest of my life by not able except lifes bumps.

I didn't feel like this when I would have seizures, so what is this all about.

 

[Nakamova]

Could it be medication-related? When I was on Zonegran I got cranky because I was hungry all the time. Or may be there are other factors playing a role. Sometimes we take our anger out on the little things, because we can't control the big things.

 

[Hand of Blood]

this happens to me too! i was never like it too but i get so depressed if something doesnt go right when im out aswell i want things to be perfect the way i want, was never like this before, im thinking it the depression from the tabs

 

[jyearta]

I too was not this way before.

It like I know I'm reacting irrational and I try talking to myself, I try to keep my MOUTH shut, but I will say something that hurts someone else. This is the worse part.

Hope you find a way to deal with this NEW feelings