My name is Tracy. I came across your website when I was googling information on how long I was going to feel so sore after the seizure I had at work a couple of days a go. I have left temporal lobe damage from repeated abuse by my ex-husband. I was having peti mal seizures for years and suddenly had a grand mal seizure. I take 400mg. of Topamax every night. Lately, I've been having tremors in my left arm, shakes in my right, and the peti mal seizures are almost daily. I had a grand mal at the end of a meeting. I know I shouldn't be embarassed by it, but I was. I never had this happen in a room full of people before. I am scared that it is going to come to a point that medication will not help because my brain is damaged-I am damaged. I have not let this interfere with my life. I refuse to. But sometimes, I just want to curl up and disappear. These seizures are coming back head on at a really stressful time.