Aicila
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A while ago I wasn't able to get a med refilled and felt like emotionally I was going to die. I will never ever let that happen again. I have since then levelled out. After things have levelled out I have felt a little like I have been on a roller coaster. I can sometimes catch myself but other times I will have a little bit of an outburst before I realize what happened. I get irritated and only when dealing with smells. Afterwards I realize what has happened and can calm myself but I will get a huge migraine and get tired and that will last all day until I go to bed. It just feels like I can't control myself when I smell certain things. I hate that I can't control my emotions. It doesn't even have to stink, it can be a cologne, or purfume, it can be some sort of food, like cheese or a strong wine or beer. Yesterday it was just how a house smelled.
People don't seem to understand. I don't think I even understand. How can so many smells bother me to the point I get irritated and can't control myself. I mean, If I don't like something that is fine, but it shouldn't be to the point I feel like I want to jump out of my skin and feel the need to scream!
People don't seem to understand. I don't think I even understand. How can so many smells bother me to the point I get irritated and can't control myself. I mean, If I don't like something that is fine, but it shouldn't be to the point I feel like I want to jump out of my skin and feel the need to scream!