Hello to whoever may be reading this. Im not trying to tell everybody a sob story or try to come across as somebody whose problems are worse than the next. I just want to see if i am the only person that is going through this. I have a 3 year old daughter who has been having seizures since she was 6 months old. From 3 years ago to today she has had over 150 seizures ( maybe even more). Her mom and i believe that the shots she got when she was a baby were the reason for her seizure activity to start (she started having them the day after her shots). These seizures of hers have been soo bad that we have to call an ambulance and when she arrives in the E.R. the doctor has to give her propofol ( which my understanding is a seditive givin to adults). My daughter ends up in the pediatric I.C.U for a week with feeding tubes and breathing tubes down her throat because they have to pump her full of soo much drugs to get these to stop. Her seizures have lasted as little as 15 seconds to 2 hours long. Our neurologist has put my daughter on many different types of meds. She has settled on Keppra, Phenobarb, Lamictal, and Ativan (we only give her ativan when she gets sick or has more than 2 seizures in one day) Yet they still dont stop these things, We have taken her to see a specialist in San Francisco and that didnt help at all. Ever since my daughter has had epilepsy it has opened up a whole different world for us. We have now had friends whose kids have just started having them and friends that are my age that have had them also (im 28). Although its nice to be able to help my friends when they are going through the same exact thing we went through, I am trying to reach out and try to see if anybody has been through the same thing ive been through or god forbid maybe worse. Im sure all of you feel the same way about my child as i do mine. She is the most important person in my life and im just trying to get some feedback. Even though ive got the love and support of my family and friends they just dont understand the mental toll and emotional stress it has put on me and my girl. Thank you for taking the time to read this...Im sorry you have to go through all the hell that epilepsy has put us through but hopefully they will find a cure.....