Loopy Lou
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Had a support session with my boss the other day.
So anyhoo i'd been feeling things weren't right at work lately, so i went through how my health is at the moment, and all the general stuff about test results and that, and explained what the side effects of my meds are doing to me. I'd been really stressed, and a couple of times this week i just went to work and couldn't stop crying for worrying. That's not really like me. Also I'm either sleeping about 16 hours a day, or not sleeping at all.
I'm sure the lamotrigene is making things worse. I went into the kitchen at work to make a brew the other day, and my colleague asked me who came in the back door (in the kitchen). I looked at her funny, and said that well, no one did. I was on my own in the kitchen making a couple of cups of tea.
She said i'd been having a full-clown conversation for like two minutes. No memory of it whatsoever - i just hope i didn't say anything offensive about anyone!
The next day i had just got one of the ladies out of the bath and went into her room to blow dry her hair. Went to get her hoist out of the bathroom, and it wasn't there. I asked the other girl i was working with if she had moved it and she said "Yeah, i just took it into W's room when you were doing her hair, and i bumped into you with it!"
No memory of that either, even though the next day i did have a nice bruise on my ankle.
On other occasions my hand "forgot" to hold a glass of milk, i stood in C's bedroom for about a minute trying to remember what i went in for (the item was in my hand!), and i ended up going way past my stop on the bus because i was busy daydreaming.
Losing. The. Plot.
Can't wait til i get the EEG results back. I'm wondering if this means the lamotrigene is making the original problem worse, or if my body is still adjusting to it?
So anyhoo i'd been feeling things weren't right at work lately, so i went through how my health is at the moment, and all the general stuff about test results and that, and explained what the side effects of my meds are doing to me. I'd been really stressed, and a couple of times this week i just went to work and couldn't stop crying for worrying. That's not really like me. Also I'm either sleeping about 16 hours a day, or not sleeping at all.
I'm sure the lamotrigene is making things worse. I went into the kitchen at work to make a brew the other day, and my colleague asked me who came in the back door (in the kitchen). I looked at her funny, and said that well, no one did. I was on my own in the kitchen making a couple of cups of tea.
She said i'd been having a full-clown conversation for like two minutes. No memory of it whatsoever - i just hope i didn't say anything offensive about anyone!
The next day i had just got one of the ladies out of the bath and went into her room to blow dry her hair. Went to get her hoist out of the bathroom, and it wasn't there. I asked the other girl i was working with if she had moved it and she said "Yeah, i just took it into W's room when you were doing her hair, and i bumped into you with it!"
No memory of that either, even though the next day i did have a nice bruise on my ankle.
On other occasions my hand "forgot" to hold a glass of milk, i stood in C's bedroom for about a minute trying to remember what i went in for (the item was in my hand!), and i ended up going way past my stop on the bus because i was busy daydreaming.
Losing. The. Plot.
Can't wait til i get the EEG results back. I'm wondering if this means the lamotrigene is making the original problem worse, or if my body is still adjusting to it?
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