skyfire322
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Hey guys! I already know that some of the drawbacks of E are loss of interest and mood swings.
I'm a musician, and composing is what I enjoy most in life. It's my only way to escape the real world!!!! I've been doing it for the past 10 years, and have enjoyed every minute of it!
The past two or three weeks have been a living he*# for me though. Every time I sit at the piano, I end up slamming the keys, every time I pick up the guitar, I just want to pull a Jimi Hendrix and light it on fire. I storm out of my studio, begin to cry, and say things that should never be said to a living soul. Even listening to albums that always calm me down just makes me frustrated!
The odd thing about it is that when I started to lose interest and began to get mood swings, I started having types of seizures I've never had before.
Is there anyone who has had similar feelings, but have found a way to get over this hump? I haven't written in what seems to be ages and have so many ideas in my head, but it could become quite costly, both physically and emotionally. I just feel deflated and defeated.
I'm a musician, and composing is what I enjoy most in life. It's my only way to escape the real world!!!! I've been doing it for the past 10 years, and have enjoyed every minute of it!
The past two or three weeks have been a living he*# for me though. Every time I sit at the piano, I end up slamming the keys, every time I pick up the guitar, I just want to pull a Jimi Hendrix and light it on fire. I storm out of my studio, begin to cry, and say things that should never be said to a living soul. Even listening to albums that always calm me down just makes me frustrated!
The odd thing about it is that when I started to lose interest and began to get mood swings, I started having types of seizures I've never had before.
Is there anyone who has had similar feelings, but have found a way to get over this hump? I haven't written in what seems to be ages and have so many ideas in my head, but it could become quite costly, both physically and emotionally. I just feel deflated and defeated.