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Hello all,
I was diagnosed with epilepsy about three weeks ago. I had about 4 different episodes of seizures within about two months time. I had an EEG and my doctor called me to give me my diagnosis, offering basically no explanation whatsoever and telling me that I will have to go on Keppra for the rest of my life. But I will rant about my doctor later.
My seizures are very hard to describe. Out of the blue, I get a really fuzzy feeling where I can't focus on anything and I feel really groggy. I can feel my heart pacing, my head hurts, and I feel really dizzy. Then, I get waves of episodes where I slump to one side and my head drops several times. It's kind of like when you are nodding off, like your head drops but you can't control it, and this happens several times where I start to lose consciousness as my head drops down or to one side, and then I snap back to attention, and then it happens again. This happens about every 5-10 seconds as I am having my seizure. The seizures themselves actually last probably 10 minutes. Afterwards, I usually completely crash and sleep for hours and hours.
I also get absence seizures. My parents had noticed them a little bit growing up (I am 21 now), but they never thought that they were actually seizures. They aren't too bad, usually they are just a few split seconds where I get kind of glazed over and stare off into space. Sometimes I raise my eyebrows up and down or blink really hard, other times I will be paying attention in class and all of a sudden I can't understand a word that the teacher is saying. I can keep my eyes focused on him, but all of the words just don't make sense to me. Again, these only last a few seconds.
My neurologist is frankly not very nice. He is not personable at all, and is horrible at explaining things. I can't really vouch for his knowledge of neurology, other than that I know he conferred with his colleagues about my EEG and they all are certain that I do have epilepsy. I asked him what type of seizures he thinks I have, and he said that it looks like they start on the left side as simple partial seizures, and then they generalize. (I guess that's where the atonic, head-dropping comes in?) Are simple partial seizures the "absence" seizures that I mentioned before? And what does it mean for a seizure to start out as one thing, but then "generalize"? He did not mention anything about atonic seizures, in fact, he seems to totally ignore the fact that I kept losing muscle tone in my head and neck, and whenever I mention it again, he just kind of brushes is off as if to say "yeah, that too, whatever". Obviously this is of the greatest concern to me, because if that happened to me while I was driving or something, it could be dangerous. I also asked some other questions about diet, etc, and he literally ran out of the door as he was answering my question. Anyways, the point is - I am trying to find a new neuro.
I also have some questions about the Keppra. I started off taking 500 mg. Now that my doc knows that I can tolerate it well, he wants to up it to 1000 mg. On the 500 mg, I began feeling really really good. Like I could focus on things a lot better, my almost daily headaches completely disappeared, and I had a lot more energy during the day. On the downside, I was quite jittery and had a couple minor mood swings. Now that I am doubling the dose, will these things get worse? Has anyone else had these types of side-effects of keppra? My doc said that he thinks everything I am feeling is unrelated. I am not convinced.
Also, based on my history, do you think it would be a good idea to get a medalert ID Bracelet? I am just worried that I will have a worse seizure in the future.
Ok, so mostly this was a rant, I realize that now. But thanks in advance for any advice or related experiences that you can share with me!
I was diagnosed with epilepsy about three weeks ago. I had about 4 different episodes of seizures within about two months time. I had an EEG and my doctor called me to give me my diagnosis, offering basically no explanation whatsoever and telling me that I will have to go on Keppra for the rest of my life. But I will rant about my doctor later.
My seizures are very hard to describe. Out of the blue, I get a really fuzzy feeling where I can't focus on anything and I feel really groggy. I can feel my heart pacing, my head hurts, and I feel really dizzy. Then, I get waves of episodes where I slump to one side and my head drops several times. It's kind of like when you are nodding off, like your head drops but you can't control it, and this happens several times where I start to lose consciousness as my head drops down or to one side, and then I snap back to attention, and then it happens again. This happens about every 5-10 seconds as I am having my seizure. The seizures themselves actually last probably 10 minutes. Afterwards, I usually completely crash and sleep for hours and hours.
I also get absence seizures. My parents had noticed them a little bit growing up (I am 21 now), but they never thought that they were actually seizures. They aren't too bad, usually they are just a few split seconds where I get kind of glazed over and stare off into space. Sometimes I raise my eyebrows up and down or blink really hard, other times I will be paying attention in class and all of a sudden I can't understand a word that the teacher is saying. I can keep my eyes focused on him, but all of the words just don't make sense to me. Again, these only last a few seconds.
My neurologist is frankly not very nice. He is not personable at all, and is horrible at explaining things. I can't really vouch for his knowledge of neurology, other than that I know he conferred with his colleagues about my EEG and they all are certain that I do have epilepsy. I asked him what type of seizures he thinks I have, and he said that it looks like they start on the left side as simple partial seizures, and then they generalize. (I guess that's where the atonic, head-dropping comes in?) Are simple partial seizures the "absence" seizures that I mentioned before? And what does it mean for a seizure to start out as one thing, but then "generalize"? He did not mention anything about atonic seizures, in fact, he seems to totally ignore the fact that I kept losing muscle tone in my head and neck, and whenever I mention it again, he just kind of brushes is off as if to say "yeah, that too, whatever". Obviously this is of the greatest concern to me, because if that happened to me while I was driving or something, it could be dangerous. I also asked some other questions about diet, etc, and he literally ran out of the door as he was answering my question. Anyways, the point is - I am trying to find a new neuro.
I also have some questions about the Keppra. I started off taking 500 mg. Now that my doc knows that I can tolerate it well, he wants to up it to 1000 mg. On the 500 mg, I began feeling really really good. Like I could focus on things a lot better, my almost daily headaches completely disappeared, and I had a lot more energy during the day. On the downside, I was quite jittery and had a couple minor mood swings. Now that I am doubling the dose, will these things get worse? Has anyone else had these types of side-effects of keppra? My doc said that he thinks everything I am feeling is unrelated. I am not convinced.
Also, based on my history, do you think it would be a good idea to get a medalert ID Bracelet? I am just worried that I will have a worse seizure in the future.
Ok, so mostly this was a rant, I realize that now. But thanks in advance for any advice or related experiences that you can share with me!