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Can anyone help does anyone have experience of this..
Hi, I'm new here, ive been having what i think are tonic clonic and absent seizures since the beginning of months now (though looking back with now more awareness I think it had been coming on for a long time) Ive been put on 100mg Topiramate whilst waiting for a diagnosis, im struggling with the medication, its making me tired and drowsy and my short term memory is shot to hell. I feel like im having alot of auras lately and im struggling to work out what are auras and what is the side effects of the medication, I have times on leaving the house of feeling really really anxious and panicked, and other times at college where I feel 'over aware' like im working on a different level of awareness or conciousness-like i almost have to stop myself from doing something inappropriate in class, its hard to explain...and on other days I feel like I have energy in myself and I feel like myself pre this happening, but that my brain is tired and that my brain is...'heavy' and needs a rest. In general in doing alot less that I was a few months ago, and Im struggling with what I am doing. Is this normal, will it wear off? What does it mean for the medication or the dose that i feel like this but im still having seizures? Im terrified of going on other seizure medication as ive read you gain weight on most of the others...it didnt occur to me that after starting the medication I would continue to have seizures, I just thought it would all go away and everything would be fine...ha... and what about drinking on this medication? My lifestyle has seriously changed in the last few months, some people really seem not to understand my polite declining to go for a drink or whatever, but I would just die of embarassment having a seizure in the pub, especially if it wasnt with one of my really close friends, but still...
These are most of my fears...and not being able to go to Uni in september...Im sorry if I sound sorry for myself-that more than anything is what I am trying to avoid!!
Thank you for listening, I feel so confused at the moment and not wanting to burden people who are already worried and don't understand
Hi, I'm new here, ive been having what i think are tonic clonic and absent seizures since the beginning of months now (though looking back with now more awareness I think it had been coming on for a long time) Ive been put on 100mg Topiramate whilst waiting for a diagnosis, im struggling with the medication, its making me tired and drowsy and my short term memory is shot to hell. I feel like im having alot of auras lately and im struggling to work out what are auras and what is the side effects of the medication, I have times on leaving the house of feeling really really anxious and panicked, and other times at college where I feel 'over aware' like im working on a different level of awareness or conciousness-like i almost have to stop myself from doing something inappropriate in class, its hard to explain...and on other days I feel like I have energy in myself and I feel like myself pre this happening, but that my brain is tired and that my brain is...'heavy' and needs a rest. In general in doing alot less that I was a few months ago, and Im struggling with what I am doing. Is this normal, will it wear off? What does it mean for the medication or the dose that i feel like this but im still having seizures? Im terrified of going on other seizure medication as ive read you gain weight on most of the others...it didnt occur to me that after starting the medication I would continue to have seizures, I just thought it would all go away and everything would be fine...ha... and what about drinking on this medication? My lifestyle has seriously changed in the last few months, some people really seem not to understand my polite declining to go for a drink or whatever, but I would just die of embarassment having a seizure in the pub, especially if it wasnt with one of my really close friends, but still...
These are most of my fears...and not being able to go to Uni in september...Im sorry if I sound sorry for myself-that more than anything is what I am trying to avoid!!
Thank you for listening, I feel so confused at the moment and not wanting to burden people who are already worried and don't understand
