I've been told by a handful of Dr.'s that A.E.D.'s aren't addicting, unless they're a barbituent (spelling?) But just a week ago, someone who I'm just starting to date who also has epilepsy, said that there is a neurologist that told her years ago "If you go on medication (in this case he mentioned Dilantin, but also in general) you're never going to be able to get off of it because your body becomes dependant on it." Anyone else ever been told anything of the kind? I only had 2 or 3 blackouts as a kid (1 of which was caused by a misdirected dodgeball in class that hit me square in the head). In my Jr. year of H.S. I had a blackout in the middle of class after 7 years of only partials. My neurologist didn't waste any time shoving me back on Dilantin (of course not! -GRRRR!) and, unlike in early grade school, when my pediatrician took me off it after 2 years (I was on Phenobarbital before that) never made any attempt to get me off it in 15 years. I'm convinced that this is why whenever I've tried to back off of whatever it is that I'm on (currently Lamictal), I can go just so far and then that little extra pinch is too much and I end up having another one. I've been convinced for years (more so now given what I was told) that it's all because my body is so used to being "babysat" by these drugs, it's forgotten how to handle itself.