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Well i remember most everything - except my memories are different than everyone else who was present at the events. I have very little memory of the year where I began seeking out doctors to find a diagnosis for what was wrong with me
Its difficult because I don't know whats true and whats not. I know there is one person I never want to speak to or see again - but I can't come up with a single reason as to why. So did she really anger me that badly, or was she just the target of a post ictal rage/hallucination. I've come to accept that I must question every memory where I was intensely angry at someone - which I hate having to accept as some of those are very bad memories that angered me for quite a while
I have some difficultly remember what day it is, and what I did yesterday, but I partially attribute that to engaging in the same humdrum routine when I have to stay home
My short term memory returned somewhat after starting to take medicine but its nowhere near as good as it used to be and I find I have to write down dates and times for appointments now, and then routinely check the date to make sure I don't miss them 0 I never had to do that before
If she has TLE she may have actually seen someone break into the house and take it. I know I've seen many things that didn't happen
Its difficult because I don't know whats true and whats not. I know there is one person I never want to speak to or see again - but I can't come up with a single reason as to why. So did she really anger me that badly, or was she just the target of a post ictal rage/hallucination. I've come to accept that I must question every memory where I was intensely angry at someone - which I hate having to accept as some of those are very bad memories that angered me for quite a while
I have some difficultly remember what day it is, and what I did yesterday, but I partially attribute that to engaging in the same humdrum routine when I have to stay home
My short term memory returned somewhat after starting to take medicine but its nowhere near as good as it used to be and I find I have to write down dates and times for appointments now, and then routinely check the date to make sure I don't miss them 0 I never had to do that before
She does the "normal" 8 year behaviors of not knowing where she put her shoes, socks, bike helmet...but in that case I get the line "someone took it!" Yeah, someone broke into the house passed up the TV, stereo, DVD player and took your socks. Likely story.
If she has TLE she may have actually seen someone break into the house and take it. I know I've seen many things that didn't happen