I seem to really cycle through my thoughts of having e. Some days, I have questions, sometimes I ignore it, and sometimes I'm bawling- I don't know if this is normal or if this is me pretending half the time and realising the other half that it really is real.
I've gotten over not driving and have come to the idea of buying a car and parking it. So on the occasions when I can drive- I can- and then when i can't, I can't, and I'm okay with that. (I'm very controlled). And I've gotten over the fact that I can't "party" like my friends now...i know I need to be healthy
especially to drive!!!! <--that's the goal
but I just cannot get over my memory, losing weight, and feeling sick..every day.
For my memory, I use to have an excellent memory, down to the T. Could recall anything, now I can't engage in a converstation without having to ask what were talking about. If going to a store, I'll make a list to be helpful, but forget the list. It's impossible for me to focus and remember. I tried FISHOILS, but saw no result after 3 or 4 weeks so I canned that.
As for weight, I lost 20 pounds between June and July and knew i needed it back so I tried hard and ate and drank fatty and booster foods and gained it back. However, once again, I have lost 20+ pounds and am continuing to lose weight. It comes off about a pound a week. I eat as much as I can, but there's only so much I can eat...
So really, I need help and ideas (more of them
) I see my Neuro at the end of the month and would love to take some ideas to her of what I'd like to do or changes that others have made that have been helpful? I need a new plan for me
I've gotten over not driving and have come to the idea of buying a car and parking it. So on the occasions when I can drive- I can- and then when i can't, I can't, and I'm okay with that. (I'm very controlled). And I've gotten over the fact that I can't "party" like my friends now...i know I need to be healthy

but I just cannot get over my memory, losing weight, and feeling sick..every day.
For my memory, I use to have an excellent memory, down to the T. Could recall anything, now I can't engage in a converstation without having to ask what were talking about. If going to a store, I'll make a list to be helpful, but forget the list. It's impossible for me to focus and remember. I tried FISHOILS, but saw no result after 3 or 4 weeks so I canned that.
As for weight, I lost 20 pounds between June and July and knew i needed it back so I tried hard and ate and drank fatty and booster foods and gained it back. However, once again, I have lost 20+ pounds and am continuing to lose weight. It comes off about a pound a week. I eat as much as I can, but there's only so much I can eat...
So really, I need help and ideas (more of them
