I had a checkup with my psych at 9:45 am today. He asked me how my Mom was (she is terminal and has no more than 2 weeks docs say). Then he asked about my uncle (he had a heart attack about 3 weeks ago w/ on and off horrible problems. Three days ago they repaired a rip from aorta to brain. Lucky to be alive. In ICU). After that he tells me I am to complicated of a case and he wont have me anymore (been my doc 8 years). He says since I moved out of housing is why he wont have me. If I had stayed there they were talking about putting me in assisted care because of last seizures and postical - psychosis. % years ago he made me sign a form (I didn't know it was illegal for him to do at the time) to have ECT's or he would drop me as a psych. I live in a small town (3300) psych comes 1 a week. My councolor is pissed. He never even told her he was doing this. She called me at home and said my case hadn't been closed yet so until they did she will continue seeing me there and if they do close it she will find a way to keep seeing me. She has been great. I have come a long way with my complex PTSD since I met her. She said she doesn't want me going backwards. I called my MD (she doesn't like him) and is getting me in tommarrow. He left me without a rx for lithium and I only have 2 pills left. :soap: