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It’s been a month since I had a prolonged tonic clonic seizure. (Also a possible focal seizure around the 23, but I’m waiting to talk to neurologist to confirm)
I just still don’t feel right. I think I’m feeling depressed. I’ve had a few good days and I think “ok. I’m feeling myself again. Thank goodness!” But then other days I’m just sad and find it hard to really accomplish much. My partner tells me I just need to stop and be happy and that I’m ok. I feel bad. I know I’ve been hard to be around and it’s been hard to focus my attention on him. I’ve tried telling him how I feel, but he’s obviously frustrated with me.
Idk, he just doesn’t understand. It’s not like I’m having sad thoughts that make me feel sad. Sometimes the sad feeling is just there. Nothing provokes it. It’s hard to describe. At first, I was scared from the seizure, so I had a reason to feel off. But the last week or 2 my poor mood seems to be for no apparent reason.
Bleh. It’s also not like I’m sad all day. I still have fun, but that feeling just creeps in out of nowhere.
Anyone else experience something similar? If so, any advice on how to get past this?
I just still don’t feel right. I think I’m feeling depressed. I’ve had a few good days and I think “ok. I’m feeling myself again. Thank goodness!” But then other days I’m just sad and find it hard to really accomplish much. My partner tells me I just need to stop and be happy and that I’m ok. I feel bad. I know I’ve been hard to be around and it’s been hard to focus my attention on him. I’ve tried telling him how I feel, but he’s obviously frustrated with me.
Idk, he just doesn’t understand. It’s not like I’m having sad thoughts that make me feel sad. Sometimes the sad feeling is just there. Nothing provokes it. It’s hard to describe. At first, I was scared from the seizure, so I had a reason to feel off. But the last week or 2 my poor mood seems to be for no apparent reason.
Bleh. It’s also not like I’m sad all day. I still have fun, but that feeling just creeps in out of nowhere.
Anyone else experience something similar? If so, any advice on how to get past this?