I've asked numerous different questions post surgery, so sorry for another!.
One side-effect that I don't realise is how I BLOW things up that have happened, and the EXTREME PARANOIA I now suffer.
I suppose people can argue that's common with a lot of people, but I feel at times it's driving me crazy.
I'm paranoid ALL THE TIME. Everyone's looking at me, What I said to someone, then I reflect what I said, I ponder over it, how I said it, what they'll think of the manner I said it, what it may possibly mean. ALL the different variants imaginable! etc etc etc...
It just carries on and on. I do sometimes realise I'm doing it, sometimes I can't help but be convinced it's reality. My wife does tell me I'm blowing things up a ridiculous amount out of proportion, but I just can't help it. Things constantly circulate through my head.
I cling onto something that happened, and can't stop thinking about it, then I can randomly move onto something else. My brain just doesn't switch off and rest. I sometimes ponder over something before going to sleep, then wake up in the morning with the same thing on my mind, like my brain hadn't turned off through the night. this paranoia is RIDICULOUS.
One side-effect that I don't realise is how I BLOW things up that have happened, and the EXTREME PARANOIA I now suffer.
I suppose people can argue that's common with a lot of people, but I feel at times it's driving me crazy.
I'm paranoid ALL THE TIME. Everyone's looking at me, What I said to someone, then I reflect what I said, I ponder over it, how I said it, what they'll think of the manner I said it, what it may possibly mean. ALL the different variants imaginable! etc etc etc...
It just carries on and on. I do sometimes realise I'm doing it, sometimes I can't help but be convinced it's reality. My wife does tell me I'm blowing things up a ridiculous amount out of proportion, but I just can't help it. Things constantly circulate through my head.
I cling onto something that happened, and can't stop thinking about it, then I can randomly move onto something else. My brain just doesn't switch off and rest. I sometimes ponder over something before going to sleep, then wake up in the morning with the same thing on my mind, like my brain hadn't turned off through the night. this paranoia is RIDICULOUS.