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I had a glucose tolerance test about 10 years ago, before ever having a seizure,m and it was normal. I think mine was 4 or 5 hours, and I really felt jittery, but they said my blood was normal.
Maybe it's time for another one (?).
Bu then I remember that the one constant inall this is that my seizures are always triggered by some small frustration like forgetting a password. It seems to put me into a state of overload, a feeling of "I just can't handle it", yet all the while I am reminding myself how trivial and unwarranted such a reaction is. Yet it is my body doing it, almost on its own.
It is almost as though I have become so word down by past traumas and disappointments and unfair and stressful situations that I have no resistance or immunity left. I feel just plain spent! Yet, I do read the news, and everyday I look at tragedies like earthquakes, tsunamis, crime, poverty, etc, and say to myself "You are the luckiest guy in the world", not having to endure the suffering of all these other people.
These aren't cheap words to myself; I actually really do consider my life fortunate, and realize getting screwed over a few times just goes along with the territory. But why I am unable to bounce back still eludes me.
TTYL
Steve
Maybe it's time for another one (?).
Bu then I remember that the one constant inall this is that my seizures are always triggered by some small frustration like forgetting a password. It seems to put me into a state of overload, a feeling of "I just can't handle it", yet all the while I am reminding myself how trivial and unwarranted such a reaction is. Yet it is my body doing it, almost on its own.
It is almost as though I have become so word down by past traumas and disappointments and unfair and stressful situations that I have no resistance or immunity left. I feel just plain spent! Yet, I do read the news, and everyday I look at tragedies like earthquakes, tsunamis, crime, poverty, etc, and say to myself "You are the luckiest guy in the world", not having to endure the suffering of all these other people.
These aren't cheap words to myself; I actually really do consider my life fortunate, and realize getting screwed over a few times just goes along with the territory. But why I am unable to bounce back still eludes me.
TTYL
Steve