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Lately things have been pretty bad, and my seizures have started getting a very strong consistency. Things pretty much play out the same everyday, sometimes better sometimes worse.
The guess I was wondering if anyone had insight to what is going on with me. When I have a seizure I am a lot less aware now, which is concerning. So i'm not sure of everything I do. I can hear and feel things, depending on how long the seizure lasts.
My girlfriend has noticed the exact pattern and it was never like this when they were controlled. She says I tend to make a humming noise right before a seizure. I click my tongue on the roof of my mouth. I move my left index finger in the same pattern, and sometimes move the left hand in a repetitive motion. My eyes are usually rolled back all the way. I
If I lose awareness then I lock up on the left side. I get really stiff to the point that I am pulling muscle all over the left side of my body. I have no idea how long these last. My girlfriend said around 3 minutes on average. I also bicycle with my legs, or kick forward with the left leg. She has kept track of my seizures thankfully, so I have a good seizure diary to go off of.
I am unable to sleep before 4 or 5 am within the last 2 months. Rare occasions my body gives in, buts its rare. But like clockwork, as soon waking occurs I go right into seizures. These cluster for most of the day. It has me to the point that basically the day is just a blur. This is really bad considering I have to see Dr.s and I am unable to really get up.
Sorry for the long post, i'm just so confused and honestly pretty afraid. I fear going to sleep knowing how my days is going to play out. Soon i'll go up in my med and might try keppra again. Any insight would be great.
The guess I was wondering if anyone had insight to what is going on with me. When I have a seizure I am a lot less aware now, which is concerning. So i'm not sure of everything I do. I can hear and feel things, depending on how long the seizure lasts.
My girlfriend has noticed the exact pattern and it was never like this when they were controlled. She says I tend to make a humming noise right before a seizure. I click my tongue on the roof of my mouth. I move my left index finger in the same pattern, and sometimes move the left hand in a repetitive motion. My eyes are usually rolled back all the way. I
If I lose awareness then I lock up on the left side. I get really stiff to the point that I am pulling muscle all over the left side of my body. I have no idea how long these last. My girlfriend said around 3 minutes on average. I also bicycle with my legs, or kick forward with the left leg. She has kept track of my seizures thankfully, so I have a good seizure diary to go off of.
I am unable to sleep before 4 or 5 am within the last 2 months. Rare occasions my body gives in, buts its rare. But like clockwork, as soon waking occurs I go right into seizures. These cluster for most of the day. It has me to the point that basically the day is just a blur. This is really bad considering I have to see Dr.s and I am unable to really get up.
Sorry for the long post, i'm just so confused and honestly pretty afraid. I fear going to sleep knowing how my days is going to play out. Soon i'll go up in my med and might try keppra again. Any insight would be great.