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O.k...second try.. I just typed a long paragraph and it vanished. At any rate..
I had a really bad night last night. I thought the nocturnal seizures were beginning to improve, but last night was awful. I am going to try to be positive today. Today will be my day of rest..I get terrible post ictal feelings of severe fatigue where I can barely lift my arms, achy, migraines and jittery. Last night was one of the bad ones..I felt like I couldn't breathe and was about to croak. I had a meltdown crying..feeling sorry for myself. I was thinking about missing my Mom.I felt like nobody understands(other than you all) Just a melt down! I have a wonderful family, but I think it is hard for someone to really understand when you haven't experienced it. As much as you try. It is so hard sometimes. When I get them it makes me feel very sad for a day or so and I hate this. I know there are much worse things in the world.. I am feeling sorry for myself today I guess. And I know all of these feelings are normal with seizures. Just a bad night/day! Thanks for listening to my pity-party guys! I just hope and pray I start to feel better and in more control soon. As we all do!!! I hope everyone is feeling well today! We all have our tough times..but I guess it is a wonderful reminder of life's ups and downs, right? I guess I am due to start back up the hill! : ) Thanks again!
Michelle
I had a really bad night last night. I thought the nocturnal seizures were beginning to improve, but last night was awful. I am going to try to be positive today. Today will be my day of rest..I get terrible post ictal feelings of severe fatigue where I can barely lift my arms, achy, migraines and jittery. Last night was one of the bad ones..I felt like I couldn't breathe and was about to croak. I had a meltdown crying..feeling sorry for myself. I was thinking about missing my Mom.I felt like nobody understands(other than you all) Just a melt down! I have a wonderful family, but I think it is hard for someone to really understand when you haven't experienced it. As much as you try. It is so hard sometimes. When I get them it makes me feel very sad for a day or so and I hate this. I know there are much worse things in the world.. I am feeling sorry for myself today I guess. And I know all of these feelings are normal with seizures. Just a bad night/day! Thanks for listening to my pity-party guys! I just hope and pray I start to feel better and in more control soon. As we all do!!! I hope everyone is feeling well today! We all have our tough times..but I guess it is a wonderful reminder of life's ups and downs, right? I guess I am due to start back up the hill! : ) Thanks again!
Michelle