I am very concerned. I am having alot of seizures as of late. I thought it was generic keppra, but now I am back on the keppra and it is still the same. I was well controlled on Keppra for years.
I got pregnant about 3 months ago and they admitted me to the hospital for tests(because I had an avm, not supposed to get pregnant). I was having an increase in seizures so they tripled my dose. After my release it was decreased to double. Sadly, I had a hidden miscarriage at about 10 weeks. I went for d&c next day. That was the 15th of december. Couple days after that I received generic in my refill at the pharmacy. My seizures got even worse!
Here is my trouble. Because of the many changes i can not figure what increased my seizures. Is it hormones from pregnancy, the generic keppra, the Zoloft I am taking just to be able to cope, or can you get an increase from too much meds. Hell, maybe it is the anesthesia!
And no, I am not heartless, it is just too soon for me to even question what the chances that I could have aided in my baby's passing. As i am writing this I was seeing many mistakes that the doctors and I could have made. If it were not for Zoloft I would still be in the pit of post natal depression and it also allowed me to join this site on the 14 year anniversary of my last brain surgery. For now I am just very sad and it is an appropriate sadness.
I just realized that this is actually not just a question that i am looking for an answer to. I think I needed to talk to someone who would understand and not judge. Maybe I am looking to find other people who are told all too often that they are so strong and can face anything head on. Maybe this was a break from carrying the world on my shoulders with a smile on my face.
I wonder how many of you feel like me sometimes, like taking a break from being the strongest one in the room .....Anyways, thanks for your time. God bless.
I got pregnant about 3 months ago and they admitted me to the hospital for tests(because I had an avm, not supposed to get pregnant). I was having an increase in seizures so they tripled my dose. After my release it was decreased to double. Sadly, I had a hidden miscarriage at about 10 weeks. I went for d&c next day. That was the 15th of december. Couple days after that I received generic in my refill at the pharmacy. My seizures got even worse!
Here is my trouble. Because of the many changes i can not figure what increased my seizures. Is it hormones from pregnancy, the generic keppra, the Zoloft I am taking just to be able to cope, or can you get an increase from too much meds. Hell, maybe it is the anesthesia!
And no, I am not heartless, it is just too soon for me to even question what the chances that I could have aided in my baby's passing. As i am writing this I was seeing many mistakes that the doctors and I could have made. If it were not for Zoloft I would still be in the pit of post natal depression and it also allowed me to join this site on the 14 year anniversary of my last brain surgery. For now I am just very sad and it is an appropriate sadness.
I just realized that this is actually not just a question that i am looking for an answer to. I think I needed to talk to someone who would understand and not judge. Maybe I am looking to find other people who are told all too often that they are so strong and can face anything head on. Maybe this was a break from carrying the world on my shoulders with a smile on my face.
I wonder how many of you feel like me sometimes, like taking a break from being the strongest one in the room .....Anyways, thanks for your time. God bless.
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