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Is this post-ictal?
Is this post-ictal?
I am glad that you are going to see your neurologist. Get the blood work and urine test done today. The doctor will want to know the results.
Do you also have thyroid issues or any Vitamin b12 or D issues? When my thyroid gets off track, I start shivering sometimes for no reason. And AEDs can also mess with these.
For some reason I see my health issues as a personal failure. I don't judge other people like that, only myself.
I can relate to feeling like this. I used to think to myself that if I didn't do this, or did do that, then seizures would never have started. This mindset I had was also strengthened because of the attitudes of at least two family members.
I had been working a full-time and a part-time job for close to a year (but loved doing it, despite the long hours and hard work) when seizures started, and for the previous 7 years I was showing mild signs of celiac disease (in hindsight) which also reached a head around the same time. Was diagnosed with FLE, and the rest is history. I try not to think about it, but especially early on I wondered if I hadn't pushed myself with working, then perhaps I would not have reached my seizure threshold that triggered the epilepsy to rear it's head.
I thought this was going to be a breeze to keep under control, just take all my meds on schedule, try to get enough rest, eat well and exercise and everything would be like it was before I had the stroke.
My biggest issue is admitting I have health problems. For some reason I see my health issues as a personal failure. I don't judge other people like that, only myself.
I've had E seizures for over 30 years and have tried nearly everything available to control my seizures. Back when mine first started, I, too, thought they were going to be a breeze to control. And they were until I had my 2nd child. That's when E reared it's ugly head again for me. The hormonal thing for me set them off again. And I've had nothing but health problems since, plus my kids have seen a lot, too. I feel I really let my kids down. That is where I feel like such a failure.