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Hey, y'all.
I had my second EEG in 3 weeks today. My epileptologist told me to stay up the night before, and I made it 24 hours no sleep, along with skipping my morning and evening doses of medicine the night before.
I guess I'm just paranoid that it will come back clean again after putting myself through utter hell with staying up all night. I literally dozed off ONCE, and it was only for a couple of seconds before my body twitched and I woke up again.
I'm so worried that I'll do a ton of EEGs and they'll all come back clean and then my family and boyfriend won't take my seizures seriously or something. Regardless, my doctor is changing my meds to Keppra (from Tegretol 400mg/day). I just want to be taken seriously is all. I don't think people understand having these smaller seizures and that my one grand mal was not all that I've been having.
It's just stressful and I'm tired, so tired. I got home and managed 2.5 hours of sleep but decided to get up and then just go to bed at a decent hour. I'm running on pure willpower at this point.
Ugh. Frustrating.
The good thing is that I know that my epileptologist will take me seriously even if the EEG is clean again. She knows I've got a seizure problem. It's my family I'm worried about, I guess.
I had my second EEG in 3 weeks today. My epileptologist told me to stay up the night before, and I made it 24 hours no sleep, along with skipping my morning and evening doses of medicine the night before.
I guess I'm just paranoid that it will come back clean again after putting myself through utter hell with staying up all night. I literally dozed off ONCE, and it was only for a couple of seconds before my body twitched and I woke up again.
I'm so worried that I'll do a ton of EEGs and they'll all come back clean and then my family and boyfriend won't take my seizures seriously or something. Regardless, my doctor is changing my meds to Keppra (from Tegretol 400mg/day). I just want to be taken seriously is all. I don't think people understand having these smaller seizures and that my one grand mal was not all that I've been having.
It's just stressful and I'm tired, so tired. I got home and managed 2.5 hours of sleep but decided to get up and then just go to bed at a decent hour. I'm running on pure willpower at this point.
Ugh. Frustrating.
The good thing is that I know that my epileptologist will take me seriously even if the EEG is clean again. She knows I've got a seizure problem. It's my family I'm worried about, I guess.