This may seem like a strange question but what positive thing or things have resulted in your life since being diagnosed with this life changing thing called epilepsy? One of the things for me is "meeting" people on this forum that have similar stories or issues and how they live every day. Sharing stories, experiences help us to either help each or see glimmers of hope. There is healing in many ways in finding others that truly understand. It may not rid us of epilepsy but it helps when we encourage each other. That'said what I have been blessed by so far is the people that have exchanged posts with.