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so I had a few auras on Saturday- friend picks me up from work to go w/ her to go see the movie "The Grey"
this movie is NOT conducive to quelling seizure states
loud sudden bangs and flashes etc
anyway I stepped out about half through it to go to the bathroom, next thing I know paramedics are in my face, I can't recall my friend's name, Obama's name, the movie name
mental freefall
initially it seemed I was on the road to recovery pretty well
but lingering metallic taste in my mouth the next day
ate some crappy fast food that day too- this was yesterday
last night the vomit and diarrhea would not stop, until I was empty, it seemed
body sore everywhere
went to the ER today, got fluids, a couple of drips- slept several hours
my dad accompanied me and he is a saint.
it's hard for me to not feel imposition.
I'm a 41 year old man who should be taking care of himself
it is so easy to get caught up in that emotional mess
blame game, and blame myself
but
whatever this anti-anxiety is they gave me is effective
this movie is NOT conducive to quelling seizure states
loud sudden bangs and flashes etc
anyway I stepped out about half through it to go to the bathroom, next thing I know paramedics are in my face, I can't recall my friend's name, Obama's name, the movie name
mental freefall
initially it seemed I was on the road to recovery pretty well
but lingering metallic taste in my mouth the next day
ate some crappy fast food that day too- this was yesterday
last night the vomit and diarrhea would not stop, until I was empty, it seemed
body sore everywhere
went to the ER today, got fluids, a couple of drips- slept several hours
my dad accompanied me and he is a saint.
it's hard for me to not feel imposition.
I'm a 41 year old man who should be taking care of himself
it is so easy to get caught up in that emotional mess
blame game, and blame myself
but
whatever this anti-anxiety is they gave me is effective
