Sorry if I'm posting too much, don't know anyone irl who can relate!
I had another seizure yesterday, had an aura (deja vu, fear, heart rate increasing and weird stomach feeling), called my dad and promptly sat down.
I then had one of my 'black outs' but this time my dad caught it on tape! After sleeping off my fatigue, today I saw my own seizure for the first time.
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It was a combination of really weird/unsettling but interesting to watch. I was wide-eyed staring, licking and smacking my lips, and chewing. My left hand was completely still but held awkwardly like with my wrist upturned, fingers stretched up :? with my other (right) hand I kept tugging at/twisting my shirt. My dad spoke to me at one point and I turned toward him but didn't respond and continued chewing.
This lasted for about a minute or so and he caught me coming out of it too. I started wiping and rubbing at my nose a lot with my right hand, he called my name and I grunted in reply, and held my hand up to block out the flash from his phone.
I have my first neurologist appointment in a week so hopefully this video will help them determine what's going on.
Has anyone else seen a tape of them seizing? How did you feel about it? Also do you think the video will be particularly helpful for the doctor or not?
Hope everyone's doing okay!
I had another seizure yesterday, had an aura (deja vu, fear, heart rate increasing and weird stomach feeling), called my dad and promptly sat down.
I then had one of my 'black outs' but this time my dad caught it on tape! After sleeping off my fatigue, today I saw my own seizure for the first time.

It was a combination of really weird/unsettling but interesting to watch. I was wide-eyed staring, licking and smacking my lips, and chewing. My left hand was completely still but held awkwardly like with my wrist upturned, fingers stretched up :? with my other (right) hand I kept tugging at/twisting my shirt. My dad spoke to me at one point and I turned toward him but didn't respond and continued chewing.
This lasted for about a minute or so and he caught me coming out of it too. I started wiping and rubbing at my nose a lot with my right hand, he called my name and I grunted in reply, and held my hand up to block out the flash from his phone.
I have my first neurologist appointment in a week so hopefully this video will help them determine what's going on.
Has anyone else seen a tape of them seizing? How did you feel about it? Also do you think the video will be particularly helpful for the doctor or not?
Hope everyone's doing okay!