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I always want to know what the drugs do inside my head, their method of action, how they affect your cognition, etc.
I can never find any of this out. I find vague things out, but nothing really concrete.
My doctor chuckles at me. I ask him questions whenever I see him. He's an old guy, I like him because he wears funny ties, he has one with Dali's melting clocks. I guess he wants me to take the drugs without asking questions, but I've been on so many drugs now, that I'm a bit wary. He probably also laughs at me because I'm a young girl and he doesn't take me seriously. He probably also thinks that he's a thousand times smarter than me. But he's so old he probably took Freud seriously at one point. Freud thought that people that are afraid of snakes are actually afraid of the penis, because of the similar shape. He was a real perv that guy. That's just a fun fact though, Freud said a lot of other stuff, without him surrealism would never have happened, he was a good thinker for his time, personally I prefer Carl Jung.
All I know is, when I ask how a drug works, I don't want the answer to be that he doesn't know. Even if the explanation is long and full of chemicals, I want an explanation.
I feel so in the dark. It's uncomfortable, not understanding things.
Ok through complaining.
I can never find any of this out. I find vague things out, but nothing really concrete.
My doctor chuckles at me. I ask him questions whenever I see him. He's an old guy, I like him because he wears funny ties, he has one with Dali's melting clocks. I guess he wants me to take the drugs without asking questions, but I've been on so many drugs now, that I'm a bit wary. He probably also laughs at me because I'm a young girl and he doesn't take me seriously. He probably also thinks that he's a thousand times smarter than me. But he's so old he probably took Freud seriously at one point. Freud thought that people that are afraid of snakes are actually afraid of the penis, because of the similar shape. He was a real perv that guy. That's just a fun fact though, Freud said a lot of other stuff, without him surrealism would never have happened, he was a good thinker for his time, personally I prefer Carl Jung.
All I know is, when I ask how a drug works, I don't want the answer to be that he doesn't know. Even if the explanation is long and full of chemicals, I want an explanation.
I feel so in the dark. It's uncomfortable, not understanding things.
Ok through complaining.