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Almost two weeks ago I had another cluster it sounds like.
My timing seems like 2-3 weeks fine, tonic-clonic/cluster, up to 2 weeks recovery.
The past several days I've had very active dreams, waking up in a start the past few days.
Last night I had more dreams like this, I woke up in the middle of the night and told myself to journal the dream well in the morning. I forgot, of course, most of it except a COLOR-SUBSTANCE and it was this yellow pasty stuff (those French fingerling pastries reminded me of the color and 'pasty' substance). It seems like the substance was "caulky" and this morning I feel I'm much improved. I feel maybe it was a healing cue of some kind.
Does anyone else have a "dream cue" like this? Or even a lucid phase of "weirdness" that may be a "top zipper teeth" kind of thing sealing up the last bits of the seizure?
(I'm still taking another day off though. I think I'll be back tomorrow. You guys' recovery periods make me a little jealous lol - then again I don't have them often)
side note:
my dad told me yesterday it sounds definitely like I have absence seizures around my TCs (hence the "cluster seizures") - sitting there blankly with my eyes open, sometimes drooling...
should I worry? I think that's more due to my having to go through much activity at all surrounding my seizures. I wonder if I might have smaller seizures within my big one and that if I stay active I slip into a different one.
my main question - Does anyone else have a "dream cue" like this?
My timing seems like 2-3 weeks fine, tonic-clonic/cluster, up to 2 weeks recovery.
The past several days I've had very active dreams, waking up in a start the past few days.
Last night I had more dreams like this, I woke up in the middle of the night and told myself to journal the dream well in the morning. I forgot, of course, most of it except a COLOR-SUBSTANCE and it was this yellow pasty stuff (those French fingerling pastries reminded me of the color and 'pasty' substance). It seems like the substance was "caulky" and this morning I feel I'm much improved. I feel maybe it was a healing cue of some kind.
Does anyone else have a "dream cue" like this? Or even a lucid phase of "weirdness" that may be a "top zipper teeth" kind of thing sealing up the last bits of the seizure?
(I'm still taking another day off though. I think I'll be back tomorrow. You guys' recovery periods make me a little jealous lol - then again I don't have them often)
side note:
my dad told me yesterday it sounds definitely like I have absence seizures around my TCs (hence the "cluster seizures") - sitting there blankly with my eyes open, sometimes drooling...
should I worry? I think that's more due to my having to go through much activity at all surrounding my seizures. I wonder if I might have smaller seizures within my big one and that if I stay active I slip into a different one.
my main question - Does anyone else have a "dream cue" like this?