Epiphany!!!
Okay!
so I have learnt the hard way that brand name Lamictal tastes way worse than generic. WAY worse. and this is what i discovered why. Lamictal floats, and generic sinks. So when you take lamictal by filling the back of your throat with water and dropping it in, its hard to swallow it fast enough before it floats and melts a bit. but the generic sunk to the back of my throat and then I could swallow before it melted.
So i tried to take lamictal with a mouth full of yogurt. problem solved. at least for me. I think taking it with things the are viscous will help. things that don't allow the pill to float. like apple sauce, yougurt, cottage cheese etc. then it doesnt taste at all.
Also, still getting massive stomach cramps with the Lamictal.I started my TOM on sunday, and had a seizure that morning, so the cramps when starting Lamictal may be due to the pre-menstral cramps. and now they continue for TOM. I have Poly cystic Syndrome, so when it flares up, i had massive cramps only during my period. so i am going to wait a few days after my period ends before I make a descision on whether or not this med now sucks butt.
I can tell that it has worked (lamotrigine in general) because I have less clusters and less generalized tonic clonic. my complex partials are shorter, but i still get some pretty strong auras that do nothing. I'll get them a few times a day, and they really mess with my thinking after that point. can't think straight, and then can't remember what I just did. I have a few absences still. and my myoclonics are basically gone. although when I do have them, its a full body jerk, sometimes two or three in a row, then a few seconds of it stopping, then 2 or three more. often it looks like large shivers. maybe this is a simple partial instead? It is pretty tiring. and makes me feel naseas cuz i feel feel my torso twitching too.
so new update:
Last seizure: Feb 7 , 2010, one week after, also on a sunday as before. havent strayed from the GF this week at all.