Generose Ann Wilson was my everything. She was my heart my soul my answers to all my problems. She meant more to me than anyone else. When i got the call that she had passed away, i thought it was joke. No way at my life right now would i do going through such heartache. I can not sit here and type all the feelings I feel since that day because its impossible. I am 20 years old and I have lost the one person in my life I can not live without. I mean she was my everything. I loved her like a sister and she was pratically my sister. To this day I look to her family for support. I have no clue how to live my life as if i am fine with everything. It has been seven months since I lost her and it never gets any easier. I think about her all the time and now I dont even sleep because I do not want to dream of her anymore. I dont feel her around me and I sit by my door wishing she would walk into my room and come back to me. I swear i would never let her go if she came back. All i want is to be with her, I think about how i dont even want to live without her in my life. I think how happy i was with her and how no one will ever make me that happy ever. I have this emptyness in me that i just dont know how to get rid of. its like she honestly stole my heart and i cant love again. I get sick every 22 of every month just thinking of how hard this day is going to be for the rest of my life.
sometime i just wish i could be with.
maybe if i was i would be able to smile again and enjoy my life.
but i cant smile and act like everything is okay.
the truth is I lost my heart on that day of JUne 22 2007.
i lost my hope, my future, my friend, but most of all my everything.
sometime i just wish i could be with.
maybe if i was i would be able to smile again and enjoy my life.
but i cant smile and act like everything is okay.
the truth is I lost my heart on that day of JUne 22 2007.
i lost my hope, my future, my friend, but most of all my everything.