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I don't how to keep doing this. I'm currently studying in Istanbul, Turkey and my Epilepsy has gotten way out of hand. So I'll be starting a new medication. The problem is the side-effects terrify me and I'll be dealing with anything that comes from the new medication, as well as the side effects from my old medication and trying to go to school. I barely have enough strength to get out of bed some mornings... it just feels like I can't get a break. I realize this sounds so depressive and I'm sorry. I'm not an overly sad person normally but it feels like swimming... you're fine until suddenly you get a leg cramp and then the water is closing in over your head. Its just so much to deal with...
How do you do this? (life...friends... relationships...all of it)
How do you not get angry at everyone who doesn't have to deal with this?
Have you been on Tegretol CR before or are you on it now? What was it like?
-Mary
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I don't how to keep doing this. I'm currently studying in Istanbul, Turkey and my Epilepsy has gotten way out of hand. So I'll be starting a new medication. The problem is the side-effects terrify me and I'll be dealing with anything that comes from the new medication, as well as the side effects from my old medication and trying to go to school. I barely have enough strength to get out of bed some mornings... it just feels like I can't get a break. I realize this sounds so depressive and I'm sorry. I'm not an overly sad person normally but it feels like swimming... you're fine until suddenly you get a leg cramp and then the water is closing in over your head. Its just so much to deal with...
How do you do this? (life...friends... relationships...all of it)
How do you not get angry at everyone who doesn't have to deal with this?
Have you been on Tegretol CR before or are you on it now? What was it like?
-Mary
:e:
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