Why don't I ever understand!?
I'm going to start this off by apologizing if this offends anybody. If your someone who easily gets fed up with my posts because I either disagree or agree with something the masses do not, then please stop reading now. you've been given fair warning
So first of all, just wanted to say that I still love love love my medic ID. I havent taken it off at all, and its become part of my daily dress code, and I use it as an accesory.
Secondly, I want to bring up the subject of using epilepsy as a defense. I posted a thread about this with the same name, after reading about a man who killed a nun, and blamed it on his epilepsy. The article was very vague about describing the type of seizure he had, and how he killed the nun. It also gave details to imply to me that he had just used this excuse because he knew he could get off with it. Kinda made me think that this man had premeditated the murder and his defense. knowing that this cannot actually be something they can prove happened at that time, just that they can prove that he has the diagnosis of Epilepsy.
So with someone who is able to "get away with murder" lets say, if this was the case. is someone using their disorder as an advantage in the wrong means. they do not want to accept the consequences of their actions, so they use their disorder. Same thing for someone claiming NCR (not criminally responsible) by saying that God/Devil told them to do it. Its hard to prove those things happened or not.
So what I'm gonna say now, is how people use this in everyday life. How someone gets lazy at work, doesnt wanna stay any longer, so they tell their boss that they are having simple partials or absences.
Or how someone can get in a rage, punch someone in the face, break their nose, and blame it on a complex partial or a postictal state.
How can someone challenge that without looking like a jerkface, or discriminating. Your boss can't question it, because that will look like he is picking on you, or he is showing prejiduce towards you and your disorder.
Your best friend who you punched would feel guilty not forgiving you because it will make him/her feel insensitive and cruel for not taking your disorder into consideration.
This keeps running through my head. I have bitten/punched/kicked and slapped Chad during postictal states that I have no memory of, but he does tell me that I dont ever remember who he is, or where I am, so I think that i've been kidnapped or something.
But what if this happens in public. I'm going to bit the poor passerby that tries to help, and then she presses charges. I would feel terrible about blaming it on my E, even though it was true. Let alone doing it just because it gets me off the hook.
I can't remember doing this, because I feel it is so wrong. On smaller things, like if I am too tired or sore or just really not in the mood to hang out with people, then I will say that I feel seizure-ish and should stay home and/or lye down.
Has anyone else used their E as a little white lie?