feeling of electrical currents running through my body
I have noticed control with my current meds and warning signs - exhaustion, where sleep almost takes over me - I MUST go to bed or else I will seize, also, my seizing seems linked to both my diabetes and COPD - lack of O2.
The reason I included this quote is because lots of times when I do lie down, my whole body will stiffen like a board and a moan will come out (a seizure??? or exhaustion???) Also, sometimes when I go to bed and shut my eyes - through my closed eyes I see what looks like electrical flashes or lightning. My last EEG - the tech asked me to keep my eyes open because every time I shut my eyes, they fluttered uncontrollably, and I did not even know it!! Another EEG, recently, same tech, said my beta waves were like I was either really sleepy or on a beta??drug - Klonapin??? I know, from my neuro, that the seizures are combined from low sodium/low magnesium - the non-epilepsy tonic-clonic types w/coma; and the cp are from the temporal lobe and may be very deep in the hippacampi and undetectable w/normal scalp EEG's.
Auras??? headache, crossed eyes, sleepiness, walking like a drunk, confusion, itching all over (diabetes???), nausea, change of personality - irritability/sexuality/etc., just a strange "knowing" something is not right.
Seizures??? staring, picking "bugs" off of my clothes (invisible), repetetive speach, repetetive actions - unrolling a whole roll of toilet paper, unable to say words and having to use alternative words, slurred speach, total loss of speach, total collapse on floor, or against the wall if sitting, or passing out on the bed, etc. Remembering parts and forgetting most.
Post-ictal??? total paralysis and mutism - can hear all - eyes can see and even move - but only partial control until each part of the body "comes back" - almost no breathing - this is dangerous with the COPD.
At home, Carey knows to prepare the bed, a pad of "oops", O2/CPAP/mouth guard/big box fan and covers pulled back, top of hospital bed elevated for help with breathing. I go to the bathroom quickly during the aura. Then, to bed with a diaper on for "oops", get all hooked up for my COPD, then, raise the foot part all the way up with the head part partially up, 2 pillows and a neck pillow, arms to sides.
Sometimes, I will awaken in the morning this way and feel exhausted - knowing I had night seizures.
Sometimes, I will "pass out" for hours, and have no memory of the former behaviorisms or aura or seizure.
Sometimes, I will have a single leg jerk with full alertness.
Sometimes, I will just have confusion in speach or typing - like dyslexia.
Sometimes, I will have just memory lapses - even of up to 35 yrs.
Once, my blood sugar - diabetes - was over 600 - and both coratid arteries were throbbing - I should have gone to the ER, but refused, and just downed tons of water and washed it all out over 12 hrs with no other intake but water.
Since then, I am on 2 different diabetic pills and 1 daily insulin shot, with sliding scale of another type of insulin (not needed in 1 or 2 mos but 1 time).
Summary: my seizures seem directly linked to both to high blood sugar and to oxygen loss??? My seizures may have a 5 min aura; 2 min seize; and up to many hours post-ictal; and then, deep sleep for many hours to a few days. And lots and lots of times, loss of ability of left leg for a LONG time, even days. And lots and lots of time, loss of ability to walk w/out a walker for days. I wonder if TIA's or mini-strokes are involved too.
I thank God for every moment I am able to live and find Joy in life.
Just call me gabby-gail
