I know I'm about to lose a lot of respect after this post, and I'm certain I deserve it.
In 2014, I made a post about how I had faked seizures until age 19, but the truth is it was longer than that. When I wrote that post, I had just recently faked another when I started to feel more shame and self-loathing than I could deal with any longer.
I have had 3 grand mal seizures in my life, the last one in 2005 was the worst. After that, I faked my way into a shitstorm of upped dosages. I don't even know what to do now, I've backed myself into a corner I can't get out of without hurting so many people I love.
I don't deserve it but I need help, and I don't know anywhere else to ask for it. How do I reverse this? Also, I'm sorry for the language.
In 2014, I made a post about how I had faked seizures until age 19, but the truth is it was longer than that. When I wrote that post, I had just recently faked another when I started to feel more shame and self-loathing than I could deal with any longer.
I have had 3 grand mal seizures in my life, the last one in 2005 was the worst. After that, I faked my way into a shitstorm of upped dosages. I don't even know what to do now, I've backed myself into a corner I can't get out of without hurting so many people I love.
I don't deserve it but I need help, and I don't know anywhere else to ask for it. How do I reverse this? Also, I'm sorry for the language.
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