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In the last two weeks Ive experienced two events that might of been partial seizures Im unsure, the first time I was on a tour bus I had been up all day it was about 2am Id been feeling weird all day maybe a bit jumpy easily startled (I jump easier at sudden flashes of light or loud sounds than usual though strobes dont bother me at all though they are slightly annoying and hypnotizing) I was sitting in the back lounge smoking a bit of marijuana (Ive smoked for many years never had anything bad like this happen) and I started jerking a little which isnt that unusual late at night when Im tired, regardless of weather Im smoking or not.
Anyways I felt weird didnt want anyone to really notice me jerking and decided to go hide in the comfort of my bunk, I layed down for and had what felt like a wave of nasea come over me, It felt like I was throwing up, but with out actually throwing up. If that makes any sense then I closed my eyes and went stiff and felt paralyzed. It only lasted a little bit maybe a few seconds or a half minute Im unsure and then I was back to normal.
Then last night I was feeling kinda the same way kind of angry all day for no reason and a bit jumpy at times. I thought it was just stress from a crappy dead end job in a crappy job market.
Then I got home took my meds smoked a little, felt a lot beter and relaxed finally, loved on my dogs and ferrets and sat down. My youngest dog wouldnt leave me alone for a while which is weird for her, she just sat next to me she didnt want to be petted really or food or to go potty. Anyways about 1:30 I went to my room got ready for bed and was standing up and got the wave of nasea feeling again like I was throwing up, and its not a dry heave either its different, though I do remember now feeling a contraction like feeling in my gut or abdomen, and I heard an auditory hallucination, a church bell, a single church bell, and then I felt like someone had grabbed my whole head and lifted me up by it, my eyes were closed I was still standing, it lasted a very short time, then I felt kinda week in the legs and shaky and stumbled to bed, felt ok again and set my alarm clocks, I woke up feeling fine in the morning.
Ill tell my Neuro next week I have to make an appointment to see my general MD to get my bloodwork results thats really annoying I wish I new that 3 weeks ago been waiting forever to get the results of my lab work and finally Im told to get the results I cant just talk to him over the phone to see if its anything I should be concerned about, the clnincs policy is to only discuss labwork in person. Theres a history of diabetes in my family so all this could just be blood sugar related.
Both times I had been smoking marijuana, but Ive been smoking pot off and on since I was 16 Im 32 now and have never experienced anything quite like this except for the possible grand mal I might of had at the beginning of the month. And Ive smoked plenty of times this month with out any nasty side effects. I hadn't been drinking either time, I did take my meds plus 3mg of melatonin(it helps me sleep better since my sleep schedule is usually a wreck living on the road or working on call), could of ate a little better maybe, though the first time on the bus I had 3 healthy meals, (maybe to much pasta? I dont eat to many carbs at home.) And the second time I had a protien shake with two bananas in the morning and a huge lunch and a snack of celery sticks cucumber slices and chips and salsa for dinner.
Anyways I felt weird didnt want anyone to really notice me jerking and decided to go hide in the comfort of my bunk, I layed down for and had what felt like a wave of nasea come over me, It felt like I was throwing up, but with out actually throwing up. If that makes any sense then I closed my eyes and went stiff and felt paralyzed. It only lasted a little bit maybe a few seconds or a half minute Im unsure and then I was back to normal.
Then last night I was feeling kinda the same way kind of angry all day for no reason and a bit jumpy at times. I thought it was just stress from a crappy dead end job in a crappy job market.
Then I got home took my meds smoked a little, felt a lot beter and relaxed finally, loved on my dogs and ferrets and sat down. My youngest dog wouldnt leave me alone for a while which is weird for her, she just sat next to me she didnt want to be petted really or food or to go potty. Anyways about 1:30 I went to my room got ready for bed and was standing up and got the wave of nasea feeling again like I was throwing up, and its not a dry heave either its different, though I do remember now feeling a contraction like feeling in my gut or abdomen, and I heard an auditory hallucination, a church bell, a single church bell, and then I felt like someone had grabbed my whole head and lifted me up by it, my eyes were closed I was still standing, it lasted a very short time, then I felt kinda week in the legs and shaky and stumbled to bed, felt ok again and set my alarm clocks, I woke up feeling fine in the morning.
Ill tell my Neuro next week I have to make an appointment to see my general MD to get my bloodwork results thats really annoying I wish I new that 3 weeks ago been waiting forever to get the results of my lab work and finally Im told to get the results I cant just talk to him over the phone to see if its anything I should be concerned about, the clnincs policy is to only discuss labwork in person. Theres a history of diabetes in my family so all this could just be blood sugar related.
Both times I had been smoking marijuana, but Ive been smoking pot off and on since I was 16 Im 32 now and have never experienced anything quite like this except for the possible grand mal I might of had at the beginning of the month. And Ive smoked plenty of times this month with out any nasty side effects. I hadn't been drinking either time, I did take my meds plus 3mg of melatonin(it helps me sleep better since my sleep schedule is usually a wreck living on the road or working on call), could of ate a little better maybe, though the first time on the bus I had 3 healthy meals, (maybe to much pasta? I dont eat to many carbs at home.) And the second time I had a protien shake with two bananas in the morning and a huge lunch and a snack of celery sticks cucumber slices and chips and salsa for dinner.