Sodium Valproate - made me gain a lot of weight, sleepy, no motivation, slight tremor but it did control my migraines and has given me curly hair which is pretty good.
Lamictal - Suicidal thoughts, depression, zero sex drive, hair loss, weird thoughts, changes in behaviour, crying. Has made me loose the weight I gained on SV though.
Clobazam - Zombie, odd zapping in my brain.
Terrible fatigue on all of them but that may also be the seizures
I look online and see the doses and combinations that some people take and I can't work out how they cope. A lot of the time I feel like these drugs are taking away a huge part of my life. They change my mood, behaviour, thoughts, desires, physical health. I can't always tell whats worse. The condition or the 'cure'.