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I'm glad to hear others...
...have these sorts of beliefs
I found it interesting to find that to treat some forms of chronic depression they trigger seizures
it began occurring to me that, well to put it simply, no one cares much for learning new things - it can be mentally arduous, tiring, straining...
these things made me begin to wonder if epilepsy is a form of growth of human mental consciousness, like tendrils on a vine that are spreading out to find where it can find a hold - such it may be with those with epilepsy
nature has found brain matter and conscious states comfortable with aspects of growth of human consciousness, which comes about by firing neurons in places and in combinations not typical
(keep in mind I'm not talking about ME - I'm talking about humankind overall - evolutionary steps by the micron here and there in individuals nature finds suitable)
I've thought that auras or psychic type of phenomena are not imagined mental states - rather broadened states of consciousness
animals observe, sense, and experience what their minds are capable of experiencing
human consciousness evolves just like bones, fingers, etc. and it does so through trial and error - and I believe the more this is understood, the more the world will realize they need to bow down in adoration of we epileptics as though we were gods and goddesses
:banana:
but for reals - where was I...
even at times where I may had not paid close attention to the weather (in Texas the weather changes a lot without warning) I can "feel" the weather
I'm guessing it's to do with the dew point/static electricity/conductivity...
I've observed this with and without knowing the weather - at times my body feels like it's had the rubbed-the-balloon-on-your-head static charge permeating my entire body
and then a massive thunderstorm for ex. and I'll feel it go away
this is not far fetched at all
some of the weirder things I've experienced as "psychic phenomena" are quite a bit weirder, as you and others would probably be aware of
some of that I have attributed also to this heightened sensing
it's easy to see someone smiling
it's harder to see someone fake smiling
or facial expressions
lilts to the voice, strain in voices
but minute facial tics and things like that, body posturing and things still indicate moods, what a person may be thinking.. that, along with electrical charge, and just like a latex balloon being sensed running over your hair, electrical charges also have minute effects on perception
at times I attribute auras and these other perception events to actual observational occurrences which may not be yet definable by the human mind, being that these events could be as foreign to the mind and body as gradually evolving from a primate-slouch posture into a familiar human posture
so hard to explain these types of things
I'm glad to find forums like this
PJO
...have these sorts of beliefs
I found it interesting to find that to treat some forms of chronic depression they trigger seizures
it began occurring to me that, well to put it simply, no one cares much for learning new things - it can be mentally arduous, tiring, straining...
these things made me begin to wonder if epilepsy is a form of growth of human mental consciousness, like tendrils on a vine that are spreading out to find where it can find a hold - such it may be with those with epilepsy
nature has found brain matter and conscious states comfortable with aspects of growth of human consciousness, which comes about by firing neurons in places and in combinations not typical
(keep in mind I'm not talking about ME - I'm talking about humankind overall - evolutionary steps by the micron here and there in individuals nature finds suitable)
I've thought that auras or psychic type of phenomena are not imagined mental states - rather broadened states of consciousness
animals observe, sense, and experience what their minds are capable of experiencing
human consciousness evolves just like bones, fingers, etc. and it does so through trial and error - and I believe the more this is understood, the more the world will realize they need to bow down in adoration of we epileptics as though we were gods and goddesses
:banana:
but for reals - where was I...
even at times where I may had not paid close attention to the weather (in Texas the weather changes a lot without warning) I can "feel" the weather
I'm guessing it's to do with the dew point/static electricity/conductivity...
I've observed this with and without knowing the weather - at times my body feels like it's had the rubbed-the-balloon-on-your-head static charge permeating my entire body
and then a massive thunderstorm for ex. and I'll feel it go away
this is not far fetched at all
some of the weirder things I've experienced as "psychic phenomena" are quite a bit weirder, as you and others would probably be aware of
some of that I have attributed also to this heightened sensing
it's easy to see someone smiling
it's harder to see someone fake smiling
or facial expressions
lilts to the voice, strain in voices
but minute facial tics and things like that, body posturing and things still indicate moods, what a person may be thinking.. that, along with electrical charge, and just like a latex balloon being sensed running over your hair, electrical charges also have minute effects on perception
at times I attribute auras and these other perception events to actual observational occurrences which may not be yet definable by the human mind, being that these events could be as foreign to the mind and body as gradually evolving from a primate-slouch posture into a familiar human posture
so hard to explain these types of things
I'm glad to find forums like this
PJO
At the risk of everyone thinking I'm nuts, because lots of people without epilepsy read this forum, and they just don't understand or "get it"....
I think that epilepsy is how extra skills and senses have been delivered to us. It is not a brain disfunction. This part is a brain enhancement. If only I could keep this part of epilepsy and ditch the rest. When the extra skills and senses kick in there is usually no aura, no unpleasant side to it other than sometimes I'm extra tired/energy drain.
If a person is within about 3 feet of me, I can feel their frequency or vibration. They feel like music to me - like it feels to have your hand on a stereo speaker but I feel it through my whole body. Everyone's energy feels different. I can tell a lot about them and their personality just by feeling their "vibe." And it almost always turns out to be accurate. It has come in very handy. It's beautiful in a crowded room, like a symphony of everyone's energy together, though I can only actually feel those who are right next to me. Some frequencies blend beautifully, like sails singing in the wind. Some clash in an abrasive-feeling chord, like a kid pounding his fist on the piano.
True or untrue, I've come to believe that a person's true soul isn't identified by their spoken name, it is identified by their energy. They take that with them wherever they go. A spoken name is just for here and now.
The phone - yep.
I can also help people with simple physical problems, like swelling, headache, different kinds of pain. I can tell where someone hurts without them telling me. I don't have to touch them, just get really close to them, and stay that way for about 3-5 minutes. So it's not good with total strangers, it has to be someone who is comfortable enough to have me close with no explanation of why. I don't tell them what I'm doing; since there is no touching no explanation is necessary. Afterwords I ask them how they are feeling, and they usually have specifics about how they are feeling better and what's gone away. All they know is they feel much much better by the time I leave. That's all I want them to know because there would be major weirdness if they knew I had helped out. Plus, I can't do it on command - it has to be a quiet gift with no pressure. Wish I could eliminate the underlying problem for them. Guess I haven't really tried, or haven't tried enough. I wonder what we could all do if we trained ourselves?
I can tell if someone is going to be okay when they are sick, and if not okay, about how long it will take (weeks, months, years). I don't like this ability. I wish it would go away. So far I'm 100% accurate with aquaintences. We keep in touch so I know how things turn out. Strangers I never see again so there's no data on whether what I sensed is accurate or not.
Electrical - I've had lights turn on around me, I just thought it was a short in the electrical system. Come to think of it, I still think that. Sometimes I short out electronic devices when I touch them. And I'm notorious for making computers go wacko. At work they've had to replace several of mine - the tech guys just scratch their heads. Cell phones are the exception. For some reason they've all been okay around me.