I have epilepsy and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. The one greatly effects the other. The medications I was on, zarontin, lamictal, tazadone, exacerbated my PTSD. I felt my quality of life was diminished enough that the risk of stopping medications outweighed their benefit. My seizures may have been better controlled, I'm not sure, it felt like the effects of the depression, stress and anxiety mainly, caused more seizures.
When I told my Neurologist that I couldn't take the medications any longer he told me that due to my age, and the possibility that I could one day bear children, allergies, and what have you, the medications I was on were the only ones suitable for me. I had already been on a number of other medications and their side effects were equally rough.
I went off the medications against his advice but to me, there really wasn't another option. I couldn't function on the medication and I hardly left the house, mildy agoraphobic, with increased anxiety, insomnia, night terrors, I felt suicidal, a shell of myself and the depression medication I was taking to cope with the side effects did little to help.
I changed my diet to vegan paleo for 7 months, and was seizure free, minus the small partials during my cycle, hormonal changes, the longest Ive ever gone without a seizure. I went to Israel on vacation and 10 days in had coffee and a pastry, really stupid, not to mention the cigarettes I had been smoking socially. I had collapsed at Yad Vashem (holocaust museum) the day before as it was a very intense experience and the combination of the stress and change in diet lead me to have a seizure the following day.
I was started on keppra, it made me extremely angry and started effecting my relationships. Ive never been an angry person so it was quite a contrast in character. It caused my seizures to greatly increase so they took me off of it and gave me a prescription of ativan to take as needed.
When I moved back to the midwest last year my girlfriend called the paramedics while i was unconscious. When they arrived on scene i was conscious but confused and exhausted. My girlfriend informed the paramedics I was having a seizure but somehow they thought I was drunk instead, I had been slurring my speech from the seizure. They were rude to me, brought me to the drunk tank of the hospital instead of the ER and so my girlfriend couldn't find me and i wasn't being treated. I don't know how long i had been convulsing before I became lucid enough to tell someone. The doctors kind of freaked out, apparently the paramedic told them I was drunk. I was eventually treated but it was a difficult experience and they are still trying to charge me for the ambulance.
Ive been hesitant since the incident to go to the hospital when i have seizures. I was at the movie theatre the other day when an aura came on. I'm on my cycle so I probably should have been more cautious. I just made it to my friends car in time before i started convulsing. I took an ativan and asked her to drive me home. When I was home I slept for hours. When I woke up I felt intensely afraid, post ictal depression, cried for what seemed like hours. Its been four days and I still feel exhausted. I had been having panic attacks the weeks before and it had been a while since I had had one. I'm hoping if I can get my PTSD under control it will reduce the frequency of my seizures because I felt anxiety just before the aura came on and I think it is most greatly contributing to them. I had run out of my citralopram prescription for the anxiety and am starting it again.
Is it normal to be this exhausted still? Its been four days. I just can't seem to get enough sleep and always feel like my eyes are going to close whatever i'm doing.
Has anyone else experienced success treating their seizures holistically or have advice about medications? I started paleo again as I had been off during the holidays. I just don't think I can go back on the medications, I couldn't even get out of bed on them, but the most recent seizure was very scary. Ive made an appointment to follow up with my old neurologist but in the mean time, it would be nice to know of any options.
When I told my Neurologist that I couldn't take the medications any longer he told me that due to my age, and the possibility that I could one day bear children, allergies, and what have you, the medications I was on were the only ones suitable for me. I had already been on a number of other medications and their side effects were equally rough.
I went off the medications against his advice but to me, there really wasn't another option. I couldn't function on the medication and I hardly left the house, mildy agoraphobic, with increased anxiety, insomnia, night terrors, I felt suicidal, a shell of myself and the depression medication I was taking to cope with the side effects did little to help.
I changed my diet to vegan paleo for 7 months, and was seizure free, minus the small partials during my cycle, hormonal changes, the longest Ive ever gone without a seizure. I went to Israel on vacation and 10 days in had coffee and a pastry, really stupid, not to mention the cigarettes I had been smoking socially. I had collapsed at Yad Vashem (holocaust museum) the day before as it was a very intense experience and the combination of the stress and change in diet lead me to have a seizure the following day.
I was started on keppra, it made me extremely angry and started effecting my relationships. Ive never been an angry person so it was quite a contrast in character. It caused my seizures to greatly increase so they took me off of it and gave me a prescription of ativan to take as needed.
When I moved back to the midwest last year my girlfriend called the paramedics while i was unconscious. When they arrived on scene i was conscious but confused and exhausted. My girlfriend informed the paramedics I was having a seizure but somehow they thought I was drunk instead, I had been slurring my speech from the seizure. They were rude to me, brought me to the drunk tank of the hospital instead of the ER and so my girlfriend couldn't find me and i wasn't being treated. I don't know how long i had been convulsing before I became lucid enough to tell someone. The doctors kind of freaked out, apparently the paramedic told them I was drunk. I was eventually treated but it was a difficult experience and they are still trying to charge me for the ambulance.
Ive been hesitant since the incident to go to the hospital when i have seizures. I was at the movie theatre the other day when an aura came on. I'm on my cycle so I probably should have been more cautious. I just made it to my friends car in time before i started convulsing. I took an ativan and asked her to drive me home. When I was home I slept for hours. When I woke up I felt intensely afraid, post ictal depression, cried for what seemed like hours. Its been four days and I still feel exhausted. I had been having panic attacks the weeks before and it had been a while since I had had one. I'm hoping if I can get my PTSD under control it will reduce the frequency of my seizures because I felt anxiety just before the aura came on and I think it is most greatly contributing to them. I had run out of my citralopram prescription for the anxiety and am starting it again.
Is it normal to be this exhausted still? Its been four days. I just can't seem to get enough sleep and always feel like my eyes are going to close whatever i'm doing.
Has anyone else experienced success treating their seizures holistically or have advice about medications? I started paleo again as I had been off during the holidays. I just don't think I can go back on the medications, I couldn't even get out of bed on them, but the most recent seizure was very scary. Ive made an appointment to follow up with my old neurologist but in the mean time, it would be nice to know of any options.