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So I know I posted a few months ago about how I was upset because it seems that doctors were tossing my diagnosis around and I got responses from multiple people so I thought it would be rude to not update.
I had a five day video eeg without any events. I was exercised on the bike three times a day and did hyperventilation twice. Lights were avoided because I am experiencing everyday headaches.
My epileptologist told me that it's probably not epilepsy (lol my username, maybe it'll inspire someone though) because I went on so long without any abnormalities on the EEG and usually people with epilepsy will show an abnormality, even if they are not experiencing any seizures, especially after being sleep deprived. But mine was squeaky clean so she told me that she will refer me to a movement disorders specialist who can further help me.
I didn't realize I was experiencing cardiac problems until I got an EKG and my heart rate was shooting 50-60+ pulses a minute whenever I stood and my resting rate was 100-110 most of the time. It also escalated whenever I changed my position while sitting or lying down, but not as high as standing. Probably explains why I'm dizzy whenever I stand. I wasn't allowed to stand and stretch most of the time because of this, so I was confined to my bed most of the time. My epileptologist told me that this could be a reason for my migraines (my head hurts when I change position so sounds reasonable). She said it can cause events that look like seizures such as blackouts, but she doesn't think my muscle jerks have anything to do with this.
I also got a neuropsych test done. None of y'all warned me how tiring that thing is. We ended up dividing it into two days. The epieptologist told me that my memory was fine according to the test, and now I feel funny for even listing it as a complaint. However, she didn't tell me that I had "slowed motor speed" and "cognitive inefficiencies in some areas", and I don't think I should have needed to download my doctor notes just to find that out.
I'm just a little frustrated because some of the things she told me do not correlate with her notes. She and another doctor noted I had lower facial weakness on one side, which is indicative of a CNS disorder and she ruled out any movement disorders because of this. She also said (in her notes as usual) because most of my events are nocturnal then it's probably something CNS related. But now she is saying it is movement disorder related (isn't that mostly peripheral nervous system or does my anatomy suck?). Maybe she thinks that because of the slowed motor movement but I am not a mind reader. I better not go to this movement disorder doctor and get bounced to another doctor.
I'm really starting to realize that I can not know everything about my life and this may just be one of these things that I may never know and may have to deal with without knowing why and just embrace it and remain fabulous while doing so. It has been almost three years without an answer (short to some of you, but three years is a long time). I'm supposed to follow up with her but I don't feel like doing it anymore. I'm tired of needles, glue, scans, and the different medications. I swear, if I get another test... *says something not family audience friendly*. I just want to live my life freely and be done with this. I'll follow up with my doctor but I don't know if I will proceed with the movement disorder doctor or anything new. She also wants to start me on beta blockers because of my heart.
Maybe my over dramatic side is coming out because I'm irritated but I can't be the only one that feels this way.
Thanks to everyone that has been so helpful to me, this really is a great forum! :e:
-StrongerThanEpilepsy 
I had a five day video eeg without any events. I was exercised on the bike three times a day and did hyperventilation twice. Lights were avoided because I am experiencing everyday headaches.
My epileptologist told me that it's probably not epilepsy (lol my username, maybe it'll inspire someone though) because I went on so long without any abnormalities on the EEG and usually people with epilepsy will show an abnormality, even if they are not experiencing any seizures, especially after being sleep deprived. But mine was squeaky clean so she told me that she will refer me to a movement disorders specialist who can further help me.
I didn't realize I was experiencing cardiac problems until I got an EKG and my heart rate was shooting 50-60+ pulses a minute whenever I stood and my resting rate was 100-110 most of the time. It also escalated whenever I changed my position while sitting or lying down, but not as high as standing. Probably explains why I'm dizzy whenever I stand. I wasn't allowed to stand and stretch most of the time because of this, so I was confined to my bed most of the time. My epileptologist told me that this could be a reason for my migraines (my head hurts when I change position so sounds reasonable). She said it can cause events that look like seizures such as blackouts, but she doesn't think my muscle jerks have anything to do with this.
I also got a neuropsych test done. None of y'all warned me how tiring that thing is. We ended up dividing it into two days. The epieptologist told me that my memory was fine according to the test, and now I feel funny for even listing it as a complaint. However, she didn't tell me that I had "slowed motor speed" and "cognitive inefficiencies in some areas", and I don't think I should have needed to download my doctor notes just to find that out.
I'm just a little frustrated because some of the things she told me do not correlate with her notes. She and another doctor noted I had lower facial weakness on one side, which is indicative of a CNS disorder and she ruled out any movement disorders because of this. She also said (in her notes as usual) because most of my events are nocturnal then it's probably something CNS related. But now she is saying it is movement disorder related (isn't that mostly peripheral nervous system or does my anatomy suck?). Maybe she thinks that because of the slowed motor movement but I am not a mind reader. I better not go to this movement disorder doctor and get bounced to another doctor.
I'm really starting to realize that I can not know everything about my life and this may just be one of these things that I may never know and may have to deal with without knowing why and just embrace it and remain fabulous while doing so. It has been almost three years without an answer (short to some of you, but three years is a long time). I'm supposed to follow up with her but I don't feel like doing it anymore. I'm tired of needles, glue, scans, and the different medications. I swear, if I get another test... *says something not family audience friendly*. I just want to live my life freely and be done with this. I'll follow up with my doctor but I don't know if I will proceed with the movement disorder doctor or anything new. She also wants to start me on beta blockers because of my heart.
Maybe my over dramatic side is coming out because I'm irritated but I can't be the only one that feels this way.
Thanks to everyone that has been so helpful to me, this really is a great forum! :e:
-StrongerThan
