Everyday for the last week I have been running to this forum to read my PM from her. I got here today and there wasn't one here..... now I know why . I like Bird Bomb have know her for a while, we would email or PM back and forth at times. She was there through my VNS mess, all my medicine changes. We had just learned the beginning of all our troubles started the same year. The year of Hell she put it, 1992. Lately she has been helping with my hair and looking at getting off some of my medicine. I have maybe 6 emails sitting in my box from her. This is so hard to believe. It has to be just awful for her husband.