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Last night I did something I think I regret. I'm 20 years old, barely have smoked weed but have never been drunk or taken any other illegal drug before. So curiosity got the best of me regarding Marijuana. Got some earlier this week and had actually tried it twice before but only felt relaxed, however I know I wasn't filling my lungs to the max or completely inhaling it all the way. Anyways, last night I was determined to get stoned just to experience it once. So I took three big hits from a joint that had "good weed" and initially just felt like I normally did; a little light headed and walking slower.
Then I began watching television with a friend and I noticed my legs were getting numb and my body was feeling warm. We were talking about his first high and I remember I was laughing so hard, I mean like for no apparent reason. And I kept on doing this until I felt it completely "hit" me so to say and I panicked. Everything slowed down, my friend sounded like he way across the room and I felt like I was not even in my body and was disoriented at the same time. I jumped up and freaked and told him that I gotta go sleep this off and it was too strong and he calmed me down and I felt reassured and just watched TV and laughed about everything. The reason I panicked I suppose, was because it felt like those complex partial seizures I would occassionally have before being put on meds 5 years ago ie: disorientation, panic, spacey and distant. I mean, it wouldn't have caused a seizure immediately right? At least a complex partial? Or do you think that this was just a newbie being stoned and not use to it? It was potent I know that. But one thing that kind of is reassuring that it isn't a seizure, is that it kind of felt like the versed I got in the hospital before I had lymph node surgery a year ago. Kinda dreamy and loopy. Either way, it was my decision to make and I just hope this doesn't make me more susceptible to complex partials again
Sorry to ramble.
Then I began watching television with a friend and I noticed my legs were getting numb and my body was feeling warm. We were talking about his first high and I remember I was laughing so hard, I mean like for no apparent reason. And I kept on doing this until I felt it completely "hit" me so to say and I panicked. Everything slowed down, my friend sounded like he way across the room and I felt like I was not even in my body and was disoriented at the same time. I jumped up and freaked and told him that I gotta go sleep this off and it was too strong and he calmed me down and I felt reassured and just watched TV and laughed about everything. The reason I panicked I suppose, was because it felt like those complex partial seizures I would occassionally have before being put on meds 5 years ago ie: disorientation, panic, spacey and distant. I mean, it wouldn't have caused a seizure immediately right? At least a complex partial? Or do you think that this was just a newbie being stoned and not use to it? It was potent I know that. But one thing that kind of is reassuring that it isn't a seizure, is that it kind of felt like the versed I got in the hospital before I had lymph node surgery a year ago. Kinda dreamy and loopy. Either way, it was my decision to make and I just hope this doesn't make me more susceptible to complex partials again
Sorry to ramble.
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