Sorry for the typo, but I actually meant to say mixed BAG if you hadn't guessed that already.
When was the last time you did things by yourself? Did it happen then?
Does it take a long time for you to orgasm? If it does you might be getting frustrated/stressed because of that and that could cause problems? When you're with someone do you use any sort of protection? Could you be worried that it won't work?
Don't be afraid to get into a relationship. Tell your boyfriend/girlfriend that you have epilepsy and explain what could happen. This might make it easier and less stressful about doing things.
Er, well, I guess it's slightly embarrassing but I do things
myself quite regularly, though I suppose that makes me like just about any guy. If by
it you're referring to the minor palpitations, sometimes they happen but it depends how hard I have to try. (Which often is dependent on the quality of the content I use to get off, if not my own thoughts.)
On that note, it can take a long time but that can change due to certain factors. For example, I usually need to stretch my legs out unless I'm very relaxed. (Which I'm often not.) I've never orgasmed with a woman. I have to do it myself. This has often made me feel bad, because I don't want the partner to feel like she's doing a bad job. I've heard it is likely something called performance anxiety.
I have usually used protection, although it doesn't feel good, but I guess the pros outweigh the cons. I've realised it was a bad choice not to use protection sometimes in the past and I guess it doesn't matter now as nothing bad has happened. Forget relationships though—nowadays I find it very difficult to form a friendship. In the past I've always been a lone wolf of sorts. I had a few basic friendships but spent most of my time with my girlfriends. I feel as if most women would not want to give such devotion to somebody with such a problem, because devotion isn't just an ideal like before; now it's a prerequisite due to epilepsy.
I think I should probably consider a long-lasting friendship before considering relationships, and I know what I'm writing doesn't give any vibe of confidence (in truth I'm a nervous wreck and need to change myself), but even if I became a more confident person there's a high chance epilepsy will always be with me, thus making it a serious matter of consideration for any woman.
